17 | 5’2” | BMI; 21
HW; 170 | CW; 120.8 | CGW; 100
We all make our own decisions.
That’s a new look on me.
A month or so into ‘ana’: I’m gonna get SO skinny!!! I hate myself and I’m gonna fit into those jeans!!! I’m going to kiss people because I’ll be SKINNY!!! Skinny is perfect! I’ll be perfect!
A year into ‘ana’: *takes a puff of cigarette* ya know, kid, I’ve been here a long time and imma be here a long time more, I’ve been around the merry go round two or six times before, AINT nothin changed. I’m only 3.5kg lighter and guess who’s still a fat bitch.
I mean me? Right?
2 years into ‘Ana’: I’ve hit the same two goal weights 20 times over, I own clothes ranging in 5 different sizes but I haven’t thrown out the bigger ones because I keep gaining the weight back and plus I look better in baggy clothes anyway. I don’t remember the last few years of my life. After I got used to the taste of black coffee I developed a dependence and now I can’t focus or concentrate on anything without it and sugar free gum. What month is it? I’m cold. Yes I’m eating the exact same thing for lunch that I’ve eaten every day for the past seven months, do you have a problem with that?
5+ years into ‘Ana’: How the FUCK have i been the same weight for three damn years?? if i eat half of these mozzarella sticks, that won’t be too bad, i’ll just fast till next Monday— or i could eat all this shit and purge it later; Oh what the hell fuck this i don’t have a disorder i can eat WHATEVER the FUCK i WANT WHENEVER the FUCK i WANT!!! …… oh god i just ate 800 calories in a sitting. time to live off coffee and tea the next three days; F U C K
- you’re looking forward to see your collarbones and hip-bones
- you’re looking forward to get to your UGW
- you want to loose weight as fast as possible
- you look forward to go shopping in your new skinny body
- you look forward to have dainty, skinny hands
- you wish you could just wake up in your dream body
Perks of Being Skinny:
I can borrow any of my friends clothes without worrying about it not fitting
Putting on boys clothes and them not being tight around your boobs and belly (but I’ve always been attracted to skinny lanky boys)
More photogenic
Collarbones.
Dainty wrists
Having to wear a belt, which makes you look more put together
Not feeling uncomfortable in small spaces
Dude. My nudes are fucking great.
Not being the fat sister
Getting invited to the beach and not stressing about how fat you’re going to look
Getting drunk faster, which also saves money
Not thinking about my rolls when I’m hooking up with a guy
Being able to participate in fashion trends
Lingerie and cute bralettes.
Get Skinny By Christmas 🎄
You’ve got 90 days, roughly three months, from today (9/26) to get skinny. It’s totally doable. But only if you play by the rules and don’t fuck up. No more excuses.
Your New Years resolution isn’t going to be “Lose Weight” for the 3rd year in a row. You’ll already be skinny. You’ll be skinny enough to sit on Santa’s lap and he won’t complain. You’ll be able to wear all of the oversized sweaters when the weather gets cold and look cute instead of looking like huge. You’ll be able to eat cookies and drink hot chocolate and look dainty while you do, instead of looking fat. When you see your family for the holidays, they’ll ask you if you’ve been eating at school, and will desperately try to shovel more food onto your plate.
This is your last chance to get skinny before 2019.
Your pants will start getting loose
Eventually you’ll need a belt
Your shirts will get more baggy. You’ll have room to breath
You’ll be more confident when you see yourself in the mirror. You’ll love what you see
Strangers will be nicer to you and your friends will be more friendly
Compliments will be an every day occurrence
You’ll be less hot and sweaty because you won’t be carrying all that extra weight
